Rains has stopped falling. Me and Bryan still In Park of Midtown.
We are all wet, and don't bring new clothes. moreover me, i am afraid
of my momma, if i go home with this condition. my momma must be anger to
me and Ken. i also still feel sad and very upset.
"I suggest you to
come my Apartement, then change your clothes to the dry one. it's not
so far from here, just few meters we can take walk." bryan said
"no, thank. i should go home. my momma must be worried of me."
"your mom will be sad, if you go home like this."
I think that Bryan is right. i'll change my clothes first then i go home.
not so long, we arrived to Bryan apartement. i am wonder it's
luxurious. I guess he must be rich man. he give me a card and tell me
his room number.
"you go first, i'll buy a new dress a minute." said bryan to me
In
front of his room i don't know what to do with the card. i wonder why
he doesn't give the lock but the card. i only waiting him. he come and
see me standing waiting for him. he is laughing at me.
"how come you being stupid girl hahaha?" Bryan said while open the door with the card
i just quiet and following him like a pure kid. he give a clothes and a scarf.
" take a bath first then wear this."
After
taking bath, I just realize that now is over middle night. i find my
phone. there are many missed call from my momma. Oh gosh!!!! what i
should do now. why i am so stupid and careless this day. i am crying and
feel so confused.
" don't be sad, tell your mom that you are safe and spend this night in the friend's home."
"what's? she think i'm going with Ken, how come i spend night with a guy."
Not
so long. my momma calling me again. she ask me why i haven't go home at
the late night. In a pinch, i tell her as Bryan say to me. My momma is
very worried, but when i tell her when i'm with Ken. She feel a bit
relieve. " Oh my God, what i've done. i never lying to my mom, but now? i
can't do anything."
"you look so tired, then go sleep now. take
my bed, i'll sleep on living room. you also will got your class
tomorrow, don't waste time to think non sense again." said bryan while
leaving me out
I just think why he is so kind. i never meet him
before, but he said he always watch for me at campuss. but i can't
believe that new guy so fast, i often saw criminality in the news. he
can raped me easily. Oh Lord, please save me. i can't sleep well till
2am. but i don''t see he treat me the bad thing, i sneak out to see
what he does. slowly i open the door, and i see him sleep in the sofa.
he look so tired and sleep tight, what the hell i accuse him? he just
like an angel for saving me last night. I feel guilty for him, i take my
blanket and slowly cover him up.
At 6am, i wake up and smell
the good meals. i slowly find where's the smell come from. wow... i see
in the table there's a breakfast. i see by myself Bryan's cooking.
"woaaa... you wake up, go wash your face. and we take a breakfast together." said bryan smiley
"oh no thank, i must go home now."
"you don't trust me? you think i give poison for you?"
"how come i believe you? you cook it by yourself"
"ahahhahhaa.....
don't blame me. i know you don't even can cook anything right. if i do
criminal, i will do it last night, you are so weak i can easily foolish
you. don't waste time to arguing non sense. let's eat!"
He is right, now i believe that he is a good guy than Ken. my bestfriend that hurt me so much.
I go home at 7am. my momma bombard me with many question. the question i
almost angry when she ask me that i was sleep with Ken. I really sad of
that, i don't even talk with him last night. but i don't tell her about
my problem. knock.....knock.......knock. somebody knocking the
door. when i open i am get shocked he is Ken. what's the hell he come to
my home? what he wanna do to me again? i only stare at him but don't
let him go inside my house.
"Ara, i want to say sorry that last night............."
"yes i understand it, now you can go." I say flatly
"but i must explain something now, don't you have time for me just for a while please."
"okey, but not now we can talk in the class, now please go!"
I close the door. I still in trauma of last night, i try to be patient
not showing my feeling that i've been disapointed to him. i ready to go
campuss. but unfortunately Ken is still waiting for me in the my gate
door. why he is still standing there. i feel want to kick him away, but i
realize my momma is next to me, it's not good time to arguing.
" woaaa,,,Ken is waiting for you, why you don't let him inside. Ken, come here..." my momma called
"no
need mom, i must be hurry to go to campuss. see you soon." i said while
wavinghand running fast to hold Ken's hand to the car.
Along of
the way to campuss, i just quiet and looking outside. i never try to see
his disgusting face. he realize that i am angry to him right now.
"Ara, i want to explain something that....."
"i know, you have a new girlfriend right? congratulation!"
"no,
who telling you like that. i just want to explain that last night i
can't pick you up because my friend is still in brokenheart. i can't
leave her alone. she call me with crying over, and telling me that she
wanna die."
"so...? she must be your closest classmate, that you forget to your promise to me."
" uhmm... you seem very jealous?" said Ken while looking at me
"no,
jealous for what? i'm fine, she is need you now. i know you are a good
guy. and what you do is right. Likes us, we are bestfriend must always
help each other." i said gently while hide my tears by reverse face to
outside window
"ouchhh.. yea you right."
Ken seem relieve with what i'm telling him. but he look upset for a moment.
" so what you doing last night?" ken starting new conversation
"i just at home." reply me flatly
"don't lie to me, my mom and my housemaid telling me that you find me lastnight. that why i'm worried with you this morning."
"uhm. i just met a friend by accidentally." i said by nerveously
" woaaa very nice you make new date. your friend must be a guy right?!!!" said Ken a bit anger
why
he is act like that. the one who should angry is me, why he become like
that. i become quiet and can't say anything, i feel wanna throw a bomb
in front of his face if i remember last night.
"she seem enjoys
last night date, don't even angry to me or jealous. how can i propose
her to be my girlfriend? she doesn't even like me." Ken whisper
We
arrived to campuss. and he open the door for me without saying
anything. his face look very upset. i don't know what happen, he leaves
me so hurry. even doesn't say anything about the important thing that
yesterday he want to tell me. he seems really tease me and just playing
my heart. i feel that i started to hate him since now.
